Get To Know Yourself Better?

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

It was extracted from a webby after doing a quiz, and this is what my result reflected after finishing. Seems quite accurate? Whahahah!!!

Recent "Adventures"

Ok! Let's start on this entry about my recent "adventures".

First of all, the APD Webteam and I took part in this year's SPF Intranet Website Competition and we got ourselves FIRST in the whole SPF level. I was actually quite proud of myself as I sort of bring "glory" to the division and of cos a lot of effort was put in and was finally being paid off, but at the same time was quite stressed up due to people from APD or SPF might expect more from you in the coming year, especially my supervisors.

I can only take one at a step to see how it goes, I really feel good especially during the award ceremony, whereby people whom you do not know came to give their congrats to you and etc. Overall being a Webmaster of the intranet really give me the satisfaction of something that what I sort of want in life for a start, like a big stepping stone.

There's another dramatic incident which happen to me in the force is that I was being transferred to another team AGAIN! Despite I had been transferred not long ago. Can you imagine it took you quite sometime to know everyone and the team made you feel as if like home, which make you motivated to go work everyday.

Sad to say, during my last shift after the debriefing, I cried. I hate it. Just can't control the tears. Especially your brothers and sisters saying all those touching words that can make you melt. A man crying like he was been ditched or something. This is the second time I cried in the force. Simply hate it!

Once an Alpha, Always an Alpha!

Now in Charlie, I think I really step into the team with the wrong foot or something. Just 1 week in the team and I'm already being accused and being marked by the team for something that I did not do. I think I was like kanna sabo.

I was feeling quite stressed up during that period and was dragging myself to work everyday to see those fake people. I can't really defend myself and I had no choice but to go up to the higher management level people to solve my problem, I was so fed up that I just told them that I wanted to change team.

Of cos things can't go so smoothly for me, as it's not something can be done so easily. At least my name was so called cleared with the help of the higher management but it's still up to the people to believe it.

I dun really care about what they feel about me or believing me. I just fuck care and continue coming to work as normal like a walking zombie. You can really see how ugly this world and the people are when things happened. A big lesson learned from this incident.

Recently just started my part time studies at SIM, Bachelor of Computer Science (Multimedia & Game Development), a degree offered by UOW. Was quite stress when you see the diploma and degree holders is in the same class as you, while you are holding just a higher nitec. I somehow felt a bit proud as I'm sort of like the same level as them, since we are all studying under the same course.

For the start of the course, I have to encounter my greatest fear, MATHS. Nothing seems to be getting into my brain when it comes to maths, no matter how much I try to absorb, I still don't get it.

Hope that I can pass this module and get away with it, If not will have to waste money and repeat the module, ahhhhhh! Struggling between work and study is definitely tiring especially doing shift work, but it really keeps you motivated to move on when you look into your future 3 years later.

In the meanwhile if possible I would also want to do some part time design courses which may somehow benefit and improve my web designing skills. I just don't want to give up chances to further my studies even if I got my degree, I want to go further. You got to have a certain aim in life and that's my aim for now! It's not for show; it’s more like a self satisfaction and something to prove.

Currently I'm sort of addicted to this Miley Cyrus who is known for starring in TV series Hannah Montana on the Disney Channel. I was only attracted to her when she released her album, "Breakout" recently.

The album is really great! The songs which I like personally are, "Breakout", "7 Things", "Full Circle", "Wake Up America", "Bottom Of The Ocean", "Goodbye". I somehow feel like an old man going a bit crazy over a young girl, I somehow felt young again. Whahaha.

Lastly, I'm going off to Taiwan with Derick for a holiday after my exams, It's a 4D3N Trip from 13 to 16 September. Everything was done at the NATAS Travel Fair 08 at Singapore Expo, Will be traveling by SQ Flight and staying at a 4 stars hotel.

I'm pretty excited towards this trip as it's is my 1st time traveling by SQ and of cos my 1st time to Taiwan as well. Just nice that the Mid-Autumn Festival is clashing during my trip there, so I can have a taste of their cultural practices. Food Hunt and Shopping Spree, here I come!!!

My 23rd birthday is just around the corner. Every year is almost about the same, so I wasn't looking much forward to it. It's just an indicator reminding you getting older that's all. Once your birthday arrived, you will start to look back at your previous birthday, and I can say the previous one pretty sucks, except during my trip back in Thailand did made it better somehow. Nevertheless, I will try to treat myself to a sumptuous feast to appreciate myself.

My exam is coming on both 8th & 10th September. Discrete Mathematics & www Engineering. Already took leave for it, will have to start mugging or else it's too late.

*Pray*

Coming Soon..

Will update one shot with a super duper long entry to cover for the "GAP" since last entry. Should be updated by end of this month. I talk as if there are alot of people waiting for me to update this blog, hate myself for being such a damn thick skinned person. Whahaha..End.