Honesty

Let me ask you all a question:

Are you being honest to yourself?

Or are you just bluffing your way through by covering and protecting yourself with white lies?

Will being honest to yourself bring relieved or more misery to yourself?

What is it lacking? Courage? Or something else?

A broad heart that can contain all truth and misery?

Which is better? Truth or Lies?

Which of you belong to?

I think this is a topic where you can relate to alot of things in life.

Adrenaline

At first i thought i might going to give up blogging since i have not been updating it regularly, it's been like more than 2 mths le.

Today I suddenly have the urge to blog something which whatever came to mind before going to work for nite shift later. It seems like i can't bear to give up this bloggy.

Needless to say, my work situation is still tough, but better than last time.

I have started to abandon basketball out of my life, though i have lots of gd memories of it. But have been lazy to get my bones working even during my off days.

Lifestyle have change quite alot, not as youthful as last time. But shopping is something that i can't give up.

No pub for quite long ago, I can't drink now anyway. KTV and buffet have been cut down alot too. Movies still on going, it's the cheapest way to relieve stress with friends accompanied.

Magazine is also something not to be missed in my life. Planned to study part-time Dip in IT next year in order to upgrade myself, provided i have the cash and time.

I going on a family trip back to my hometown, Thailand, at either end of Aug or early Sep, date still not decided yet, due to my sec sch friends they going to have a chalet during that time but still not confirm yet.

Been getting sick easily for no reason, and thus making me feel like a weak man and appetite for food is going down as well.

Donno is due to the strange weather that is going on or is the stress i having or i really physically weak liao.

I should go for a full body medical check up sooner or later, in case somewhere went wrong. *Touch Wood*

I think i better go take a short nap now, in order to chiong for the nite shift.

I felt great after blogging something, should keep this adrenaline on going, provided i'm not lazy.

Btw today is the lengendary 7th Jul 2007 - 07/07/07, maybe it's my fate to blog today, perhaps i will have gd luck or something coming. *Pray* Whahahaha!